Anxiety

Heart racing;
Pulse pounding.
Fear wells up inside;
I feel those butterflies.

Emotions swell;
Tears will rise.
It’s ambivalent suicide.
Feels like you’re gonna die.

Breathing quickens;
Hands start shaking.
Anticipation.
Jittery; placent.

Pray for sweet release;
The calmness sweeps underneath.
Breath in, breath out.
I just won’t calm down.

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